neoneoneoneon’s blog

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ive noticed the third segments of A LOT of movies are out pirates of the caribbean, shrek, spiderman and oceans thirteen and ive seen shrek 3 and pirates and pirates was pretty awesome some of it was uneccesary but over all it was good and shrek.... well shrek was just dissapointing. very cliché and it was funny in parts but overall just lacking. also in life one of my guy friends is in love with my closest girl friend and he has NO chance im not kidding or exaggerating and he told her that he likes her over msn which was his first mistake and she responded with the ya lets just be friends speech and he agreed but shes getting annoyed now cos hes really obvious about his feelings and shes getting teased about it and hes not doing the whole playing it cool thing very well and i agree he is really obvious at school about his feelings but i also feel really sorrry for him hes a nice guy and hes fallen really hard for her but whateva not my place to say and i had my first girly sleepova in a long time on friday nyt and it was so much fun we were completely immature and watched movies with popcorn and listened to music and gossiped and played stupid games it was awesome

and some tennis talk: nadal won french open AGAIN i never really thought federer had a chance especially after the davydenko match it was just bad and fed was really off form and nadal is scary good and here comes the grass season at least fedrer can show off a bit i hate watching nadal on grass tho its just painful hes good yes but i hate his game feds game is awesome to watch but nadals.....thers no......grace? that doesnt seem the right word but its....ugly.....damn feel kinda cruel now.....well thats it so....yup......

i have about ten thousand tests in 3 days and they are really important and life is sucking right now (GOD i whine a lot)

ok so whining = BAD so lets talk about something fun....

i joined the ping pong team at my school i feel soo nerdy and i realised i only really like 4 of my friends and this one girl who kinda latched onto our group wont mention her name is a biatch and nobody likes her SHE NEEDS TO LEAVE!!! and i found out that rachel mcadams (regina george from mean girls) is like 30 when i found out i was really suprised she looks wayy younger!

and shes dating ryan gosling he is gorgeous

so...yup...bi

i just realised im that girl in the group who holds it all together

my friend her boyfriend is being a tool and broke up with her after a year over txt/sms and hes an asshole and she is sooo upset and keeps telling me that she wants him back its soo sad and she has a class with him and they sit next to each other and its really tragic because she hates that class but when she has that class i have my fav class where i get to stare at the cutest thing on 2 feet (no this isnt the guy who is going out with my friend bcos he broke up with her and i find him totally repulsive now and i realise that its really shallow to switch from one guy to another in like a week but in my defence this is high school i dont need to be deep im allowed to be shallow at 16 and if you want to judge me for that go ahead) anyway this guy is one of those popular ppl that  you think is totally shitty and so you just judge them and dont even bother to know them well the teacher made us sit together and he is really nice i was so suprised i really have fun with him and hes not afraid to ask if he doesnt get something and hes funny and friendly im really really attracted to him and not because of his physical attributes because his hair is quite fugly but i like him for his personality hes great but yet again i remmber he is popular and i dont really have a chance but a girl can dream bu ya my friends boyf is a bastard so insensitive and the poor girl is torn and mcsteamy is so delicious to end on a happy random note

alex YOU TOOL!!!!!

i hate school hockey trials are coming and i am so freaking unfit i dont even want to trial its all a load of bullshit i run around the field just to be put in a shitty team with a sucky coach and i have to say my english teacher sux she is a really nice person but she is just not cut out to teach she totally killed romeo and juliet and she doesnt know how to explain things and i dont think she has even read the play

also one of my friends is being a biatch and one of my other friends is just so freaking annoyin now i just wanna have him shot he is pissing me off and i dont wanna tell him and be a bitch but i losing my patience and i dont know why but im getting really tired with life and everything there is just nothing i have to look forward to anymore well except..... we have started to play poker at school which i really fun we have chips and everything but we dont play for real money and the good thing the guy i like plays with us and we have a reallly fun time cos we are the only 2 ppl who know how to play properly its so much fun although this guy is taken and by one of my friends so.....thats kinda weird but im sure he flirts with me but then again i dont wanna be the stupid girl who jumps to conclusions and then feels stupid 

also im going to rant about EMOS they annoy me soooo much i just cos these emos in my school kinda hang out near us  and they are so pathetic all they talk about is i wish i was dead i have so many issues blah blah and i can tell you not one of those ppl have it bad they all have good happy lives and they all get drunk and one particular person i kno haad sex unprotected and started blaming everyone else becasue we didnt look out for her at the party what bullshit i mean she wasnt even drunk when she decided to have sex and its not our fault she didnt use protection

ok i have to apoligize for the totally angry post im just in a bad place and trashing everything around me

btw what the hell has britney spears done what is with the shaved head???????????????? poor girl

so i am loving this i am totally embracing the blogging and its helping my typing skills which is gr8 altho like nobody reads this altho i think thats good no judgement is passed i have had a good week altho the amount of homework is wayy too much but i straightened my hair and felt about ten times better its a girl thing when i feel sad or annoyed or frustrated with myself i dress up and put on heels and make up and a gorgeous dress and well then i watch great chick flick movies so the other day i was tooo depressed so i just put on some heels and straightened my hair and made my eyes all smoky with eyeliner and watched one tree hill eppys and i made my fel better to be all dolled up but maybe thats just me i am obsessed with make up right now im not really vain im quite happy to throw my hair in a pony tail and go out looking shit but i love make up and we are doing shakespeare in school romeo and juliet im going to die if they get us to act it out i will DIE i hate acting im sooo bad at it and romeo and juliet is just plain embarassing and ther is the hottest guy in my class hes the quiet silent type but not emo thank god emos are soo annoying nothing against you if you r emo its just that the emos I know are idiots except about 3 but the rest are completely stoopid (i spelt stupid wrong on purpose) WOW i have written a lot o well like i said embracing the blogging

so i just finished reading "the other boleyn girl" it is a really good book kinda graphic at times but overall awesome and i just heard that they are making a movie with scarlett johansson and natalie portman and i was just wondering whats the opinion books into moives good or bad?????? cos most of the stuff ive seen been turned into movies is shit like the devil wears prada and the princess diaries and  other stuff i cant remember and also im listening to shadowfeet by brooke fraser right now shes a chick from new zealand and this song is so sweet and romantic i love singing to it and i made a leyton fan vid and i cant find the right song ot go with it any suggestion??????? btw leyton is lucas and peyton off one tree hill

ok so this is my first bloggy thingee and i dont know what to say i have bcome a tvshow addict well i just watch one tree hill and greys anatomy and i love them both very exciting lol and i just turned 16 and am in love with my friends boyf but im just going to wait for it to pass and marat safin is hot! i thought id just add that i dont kno what to write so........mayb i'll insparation tomorro.....